when you look in her eyes, and shes looking back in yours. everything feels not quite normal, because you feel stronger and weaker at the same time, you feel excited and at the same time terrified. The truth is you dont know what you feel except you know what kind of man you wanna be. Its as if you've reached the unreachable and you ain't ready for it.
came across this part while watching SPIDERMAN again. and for the first time i understood wat it actually meant when Peter Parker said it to M.J Watson. In the past, i still thought he was talking crap.

stayed home today and studied only 2hrs. but considered quite efficient at home. going to study back outside for as many times as possible den.